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What's Done is Done by dejectedxangel, literature

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What's Done is Done

It was freezing outside. According to my pocket watch, it was fairly late and ladies of my type should not be out at this hour and yet there I was. "Thank god you're here," I heard. I did not have an opportunity to fully turn around when a pair of arms embraced me. "You requested to see me," I replied calmly, putting a hand on his back and rubbing as gently as I could muster. I held my breath for as long as I could but as the embrace was prolonged, I could no longer help it and breathed in his scent. I felt a slight shiver run down my spine and I stiffened my body immediately. He seemed to sense the change and pulled away. "I apologize," h

Another Heart Call by dejectedxangel, literature

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Another Heart Call

Soulmate. Soul mate. Pre-chosen by the powers that be to be your perfect match. What happens when someone chooses to reject their soulmate? The reasons may very well vary, of course, but when it comes down to it no matter how much a person may very damn well deny it, once you connect with someone, once that spark ignites and spreads its warmth of destiny from your very core to your fingertips and toes, once it finally hits, that bond may not be removed. The souls are matched, they are connected and regardless of time and distance, those souls will never be happy until they are together. I've seen first hand the power of a soulmate connectio

Dejection by dejectedxangel, literature

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Dejection

(Monologue for Rose Delalune for the story I'm working on) There are some basic things you come to realize eventually. Most of them lead to and are caused by the famous D&D duo, dejection and disappointment. Eventually you come to realize it's more or less a permanent way of being rather than a feeling, a mood, an episode. It's a reality. It's the way things are. Yes, it is set in stone and once you come to accept it, you come to find a certain comfort in the cold emptiness that comes with absolute alienation and abandonment. It usually happens once you've faced your worst disappointment yet. Yes, an even bigger disappointment than your su

A State of Existence by dejectedxangel, literature

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A State of Existence

Just A Thought.. Sometimes I wonder how I got here. Sometimes I wonder why I ever left. It seems as if no matter what path I take, what choices I make, everything leads me back here to this place. I think I've allowed myself to become disillusioned by the idea that things get better. They really don't. I can't really describe the feeling. To call it pain would be ridiculous. I know pain. My migraines disable me to the point that I am rooted to the spot unable to see, to speak, to function, pain where all I can do is scream and hold my head and pray to whatever God there is that it goes away or that the fates take pity on me and kill me so I

can't compete with a soulmate by dejectedxangel, literature

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can't compete with a soulmate

They say 'Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned'. They're right. But just how far a woman's fury will take her depends on the woman, I think. There are plenty of things that are forgivable. A forgotten birthday, perhaps, or a missed reply to a text message. These things are little. These things are forgivable because they can be forgotten, excused, dismissed. There are the middle things like not returning a phone call, purposely avoiding someone, being less than nice because of the rotten event or news that affected the person's mood for the rest of the day, week, month, whatever.

Aware by dejectedxangel, literature

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Aware

Aware I’m sure there’s something to be said at the moment, but the words are sitting quietly and armed to the teeth between neurons in an effort to protect themselves and the host from any sort of attack. I’ve no idea how long I’ve been here. I know only that I am sometimes aware and able to see. I mean, really see. These moments of awareness are but a blink in a day and I’ve no idea when I’ll be able to see again. I look around and there are people. I wonder if they’re aware as well. Have they woken up yet? Do they see? Everyone is sleeping in their shells. Sleep keeps them at peace, I suppose.

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What's Done is Done by dejectedxangel, literature

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Another Heart Call

Dejection by dejectedxangel, literature

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Dejection

A State of Existence by dejectedxangel, literature

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A State of Existence

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Artist // Professional // Design & Interfaces

Oct 6, 1988
United States
Deviant for 20 years
www.yeseniacisneros.com
She / Her

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L.A. born & raised graphic designer with a fatal attraction to cute things, sweets and caffeine. To call me a geek would be an understatement. I'm an oddball but I'm usually nice and there's never a dull moment when I'm around :)

Favourite Movies

V for Vendetta

Favourite Writers

Ayn Rand

Favourite Games

Brutal Legend, Sims, Dance Central

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360

Tools of the Trade

Adobe CS4 Suite, Pencil + Sketchbook

Other Interests

Writing, Drawing, Graphic Design, Typography, Anime,

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dejectedxangel

Jul 26, 2009

Ohallothar.

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This is my first night off in a couple of months.  I'm currently sitting in the living room watching TV for the first time in ages, just chilling with my brother :)  Granted I'm on his laptop and poking about the web, but I'm not doing any work tonight. Don't get me wrong, I take small breaks now and then but it just feels like the past 2 months I'm just being worn down as the days go by. No worries about deadlines, work, drama.. just mindless television.  It's nice turning your brain off every now and then :) I *do* still blog, but I leave that on http://mskittenk.blogspot.com and more recently, http://mskittenk.livejournal.com . I move aro

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dejectedxangel

Apr 16, 2009

Whoa

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I find it weird whenever someone changes their behavior after I've blogged about it on my blog http://mskittenk.blogspot.com . Then I get a bit paranoid cos I wonder if they've read my blog.  Either that or blogspot grants wishes... which would be kinda neat.

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dejectedxangel

Apr 8, 2009

A Year Later

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It's been a year since Kat died. I miss her terribly but it's nowhere near as bad as the first 3 months after the fact. I still can't believe it's been a year. A lot's changed yet a lot has stayed the same. She used to have this particular laugh you could tell apart from any other noise going on. Sometimes we'd meet up downtown and I'd be looking around for her, but it'd be that laugh that would let me know she was around. She always smelled nice too, like she'd just showered even if it'd been several hours since. What I remember most is her smile.. I think that's what we remember her for the most. The world could be crashing down on me and